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dOnT wAsTe yOuR tOuCh
am i too lost to be saved...
Created on 2003-12-27 19:51:14 (#1707833), last updated 2004-04-14
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| Name: | yOu WoNt FeEl AnYtHiNg |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 05-19 |
| Location: | Mount Clemens, Michigan, United States |
| Website: | Old Journal |

ZUG IZLAND!!

Would you show me the door?
My apologies
I will slither out across the floor
I will crawl out on my knees
I’m ugly, my soul is ugly too
I have so many flaws
I’m sorry but there’s nothing I can do
I hate myself because I....
***
I’ll stand far away!
My apologies
I wouldn’t wanna dull your sunny day
I’ll crawl out on my knees
***
I’m sorry, I wreak of depression
I have so many flaws
Your happiness is my only obsession
***
Just you, all you
Don’t blame me I never can believe how stupid I can sound
For you, only you
It’s obviously my fault why can’t I? And figure out what’s wrong with me
Just you, all you
I can never truly make you satisfied sometimes I just wish I wasn’t me
For you, only you
Maybe I’d be better off alone all I do is embarass me
***
I’m nasty, I’ll try not to get me on you
My apologies
God forbid, what would we do?
I’ll crawl out on my knees
I’ll stand far away
I have so many flaws
I wouldn’t wanna dull your sunny day
***
My karma last night, was your dinner
My apologies
I will follow you cause your a winner
I will crawl out on my knees
You aura, it glows like toxic waste
I have so many flaws
Spit and I would lick it just to taste your presence
***
Just you, all you
Don’t blame me I never can believe how stupid I can sound
For you, only you
it’s obviously my fault why can’t I ? and figure out what’s wrong with me
Just you, all you
I can never truly make you satisfied sometime I just wish I wasn’t me
For you, only you
maybe I’d be better off alone all I do is embarrass me
***
I’m staring at your picture
Standing on the chair the rope is tied
***
Once I’m dead my ghost will come and haunt you
Cause it’s you, that committed suicide
It’s you, that committed suicide
Cause it’s you, that committed suicide
when IT’S YOU THAT COMMITTED SUICIDE
SAID IT’S YOU THAT COMMITTED SUICIDE
***
Just you, all you
Don’t blame me I never can believe how stupid I can sound
For you, only you
it’s obviously my fault why can’t I ? And figure out what’s wrong with me
Just you, all you
I can never truly make you satisfied sometime I just wish I wasn’t me
For you, only you
maybe I’d be better off alone all I do is embarrass me
Just you, all you
Don’t blame me I never can believe how stupid I can sound
For you, only you
it’s obviously my fault why can’t I ? And figure out what’s wrong with me
Just you, all you
I can never truly make you satisfied sometime I just wish I wasn’t me
For you, only you
maybe I’d be better off alone all I do is embarrass me
Just you, all you
Don’t blame me I never can believe how stupid I can sound
For you, only you
it’s obviously my fault why can’t I ? And figure out what’s wrong with me
Just you, all you
I can never truly make you satisfied sometime I just wish I wasn’t me
For you, only you
maybe I’d be better off alone all I do is embarrass me
***

*S*T*A*R*S*
Name: Erin Kaye Kelly
Age: 15
Grade: 10th
School: LCHS
Sex: Female
My Bestest Friends Are Megan Parrish And Cassie Pare. Were the Three Muska Tears!
I Lovers Them :)
S/N:
ThexPainxStrikes
Toxic Star Kiss
Addictedx2xDavid
Erin and cassie
xoxoSxTxAxRxoxo
E-Mail: WildChild2k6@aol.com
Finding Nemo*
"AwWw You guys made me ink"
"Just keep swimming..swimming..swimming.. never stop swimming.. just keep swimming"
"Duuuude" ((heh! thats the best movie ever))
Me and Kristina are EVIL! mawhahah!
OMG were on the board...
-world domination
-villian
-power hungry
"WORM?" SeXy WoRm! :P
And I never wanted To fade away.
But by the look On your face...
I think I've already Disappeared from your mind
My Hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
so wont you KILL me..so i die happy
My heart is yours to fill or burst to break or bury or where as jewlery which ever you perfer.
don't wast your touch.
you wont feel anything...
or were you sent to save me?
break down
and cease all feeling
burn now..
what once was breathing
reach out.. and you may tag my heart...away.
*wasted touch
Should of said sumthing.. but iv said enough
by the way my words were faded..
rather wast some time with you
have you ever felt so ALONE
and nothing makes sense?
well thats how i feel rite now
i feel like im faceing everyday by myself
with nothing but tears and a fake smile

Death dont seem so bad.cause Im with you My only love. so close your eyes. Kiss me one last time. were gonna Die.but not our love. Not our love
When you look at me, do you see me? Do you see me at all? I don't think you do. I don't think you want to know what's going on inside our heads. Because you don't want to see, you don't want to see the truth. You live a life of lies. These lies they make you blind. I've become so invisible. You look at me. all that you see is a perception of reality. But that's not me. Your perceptions will not become my reality. I'm not what I seem. You're too blind to see me. am i in your mind? , but you can't see me. You're too blind. To put it simply well..I'm not what I seem. You've got to look on the inside. You gotta look past my hair, my clothes, to see my mind. I'm on the inside, not the out. Can you see me? Can't you see me? Can you see me? Can't you see me? Now I'm gone.
look in my eyes what do you see someone who looks just like me I'm lost inside something that I can't even find look inside my empty soul needs something to fill this gaping hole that's been here since you left please come back alone I sit inside my room with nothing else left to do except to think about the things I'll never have and then I start to wonder why these feelings burn so deep inside why should I even care don't try to tell me that you've been there
A Night Like This Is Beggin To Pull Me Apart
And Now I Know I Want To Kill You
Like Only A Best Friend Could
There are no words for what i want to say No description for what i feel It's a non-emotion It's something gray way down inside of me You could call it anger You could call it fear You could call it frustation That's as close as you get Now i'm waiting for security There's something racing inside of me i'm waiting, i'm waiting for a sign waiting for something got nothing but time. still waiting.. just me and this feeling thats deep inside.

I slowly fade from me. As day's torn by night, we drift from sight. And as hope drifts away, we're left with broken dreams and memories. Lead us through this one, and you'll find hope is gone. Please don't fade away. Use your mind and fly. False memories of life never lived.
Is this what it's like?
A dream lacking serenity?
A wordless conversation, a "you and I" without me.
Well I try and I won't get far,
I'll die and I won't get far,
I'll try and know that everything's okay.
So I guess this is where I lie.
Where the days are endless and the nights, they just don't belong
Dreaming my reality
Where truth and fiction don't seem to exist.
Confusion is home here, but believe in you is what you insist...it's what you insist
So I guess this is where I lie.
Where the days are endless and the nights, they just don't belong.
I'll never be ok, as long as I'm dreaming a reality.
shadows covering my face
am i actually here
distant dreams in a mirror
converting to a nightmare
My heart isn't there anymore, it's never to return. I've shattered many things, but none so cruel as you. You shattered my heart, you shattered my hope, you shattered, shattered, shattered everything I had.
Somehow I ended up here in between, where there is always the comfort of knowing I'll never be seen when I fall. I wait for just one touch, and I fall. Weightless, Endless, Faithless, I'll adore you. A single touch before I fade. Painless let me pass through.
Safety in my dwelling found within...
The darkness has surrounded me...
Can't you feel the insanity ?
The light now faded, so far away...
Consumed by what the voices say...
So critical, harsh and unforgiving...
Judgement made for the life I'm living.
So many choices decided wrong...
The consequences eternal and long...
Anguished over memories of yesterday...
A childhood decision that lost my way.
Why are you haunting me... Why can't you just let me be...
Why are you haunting me... unrelenting memory.

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